That Point in Life
Have you ever gotten to that point in your life where you
have achieved all the short term goals that you were supposed to achieve, look
around, and found it to be dull?
I don’t mean dull as in boring. I mean dull as
in lacking any value, or substance. That is where I am at right now.
In May of last year (2011) I moved back to Chicago. I moved here to
die. The universe, or God, had other plans.
I’ve achieved relative success at
the job I have. After a full year of temping for them, they want to hire me. I’ve
achieved a certain amount of fame and infamy within the Occupy Wall Street
Movement. My health is being restored. But, what of it?
- The job barely pays a reasonable living wage for Chicago. I bring in more money in a day than they pay me in a month. Somehow, I am supposed to be thankful for that.
- At best I am tolerated by the hipsters and revolutionaries of Occupy Chicago because I do see things differently. Yes, folks, both hipsters and revolutionaries do exist within the Occupation.
- I’ve stopped smoking, and joined a gym, and both have actually increased my overhead not lowered it.
I am still alive, however, and at liberty to ask that
question to all who will read it; I guess that is something. I guess I have to
be grateful for the small things, ‘cause there are few big things left coming
down the time line. I am only writing this to attempt to overcome a writer’s
block.
As far as I can tell Occupy Chicago is building some kind of
community. From my perspective it looks like a loosely knit sub-culture of
righteous, discontented and disenfranchised people. They come together on
Saturday and Wednesday at 7:00 PM at Michigan and Congress (the Horse) to vent their
frustrations, plan their actions, and make connections. I give ‘me hell on
Twitter (and here) from time to time, but they are a pretty good group of
people. It is hard for me to call ‘em a community, however.
I see ‘em more as an activist club (not too different from MoveOn.Org). When viewed within that
context they are excellent at what they do. They are, however, no different from
the larger Chicago society when it comes to addressing dissension within their
ranks. And they are no different when it comes to back room deals and politicking.
Those who oppose the conventional wisdom of the group are eventually driven
off. At this point in the game, being just under a year old, one cannot expect
too much more out of them.
They are still trying to learn who they are, where they fit
in the larger picture, and how to best function in that context. Honestly, if
they get too homogeneous and vanilla they will be just like the same old
bastards who have brought this nation to its knees over the past 30 years.
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